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So in the intervening time between me posting about trying to get shit in order guess what. My laptop's screen has been smashed up and still hasn't been fixed and I can't really do any image editing with only a quarter of my screen usable so auditioning for #TowerTournamentOCT (https://www.deviantart.com/towertournamentoct) are out the window for now. And on that note, The deadline wasn't for submission but a waiting period for submitting so cool? I guess? I've also started attending collage in the mean time so A portion of my time is now doing school work so that cuts into things. Did I mention I have four formative assignments due next month? I have four formative assignments due n

So its summer! Yay! Free time! So I still haven't been really active since my last journal apart from three rando deviations I posted over a month ago. It really weird looking back, I've got a ton of unscanned stuff and lots of saved stuff in reserve to post but I just can't seem to muster the drive to post anything. This sort of happened with my last account where I just completely froze up and after a certain point was to ashamed to post anything for long while. Granted I was still pretty young back then, but its doesn't really explain why I've become so adverse now, maybe I'm still just hung up over that whole thing. But you probably don